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Hard to say what caught my attention,
Vixen crazy, aphid attraction,
Carve my name in my face, to recognize,
Such a pheromone cult to terrorize;

MAX TANCHENHUI, a.k.a TCH.
born on the 14th of April.

Sometimes when I treat one with wholeheartedness, one will not treat me the same way. They will lead a quest in search of my amiss. Think too much, and be so sure of their apocryphal findings. This world is sophisticated, i dont really expect people to think in my way but what disappoints me is that although we've been close friends for such a long period of time, you do not actually know me. You think i am competing against you but I am not. Its saddening for me to realise what kind of 'friend' you are.

Another issue is of another person. You have the cheek to say you love me and wants to be with me again yet you put me down when i needed reassurement the most. Cant believe that you actually did that. I cant blame you for not having the head to think ever since the day I'm with you. I actually treat u like my family, always protecting you, saying good words for you even after our relationship, but this is how u treat me. I sympathize myself for not being able to see these earlier.

I did so many things for all of you. The long dedicated months of drum teaching during sec 1 and 2 for you, is all a waste when i realise what you treat me as, a competitor?
What i did for you people is not being appreciated.

Im not mad at any of you, i just dont want to my sincerity to be judged as hypocritical.
What is wrong with this place? Maybe thats why the world is coming to an end. I've got best friends, but they do not listen, they do not care. No one listens, to my problem. I always listen to other but why is it when ever i need someone to listen to me they just dont care. Its really a disappointment, all of you. Why is it that i lack of? what is it that i dont have? Am i too irritating? am i too much? i really hate it, no one seems to care. Emotion is really unnecessary, they only bother me.
Hello =} i dunno why i bother to come to blogger, maybe im just bored. You know, its my Os this year, gotta work real hard so wish my luck. You must be thinking why im up so late, its cus im doing my DNT. Drawing sucks! but this is life, accept it as this is part of learning =D
I've come to realise that i do not care as much as i do, compared to my previous years in Yuhua except for my studies. What im referring to are, people, hobbies and my looks. I find it super meaningless to talk to people who are boring, atleast that's what i think. I dont seem to care about what people say or do, Wah that actually make me sound like a jerk. I admit i like to tease people someeeeetimmeess but thats how i communicate with people when im bored and got nothing to say, so dont be offended cus you know i dun mean it =}For my hobbies, really got no time to spare, gotta give them up. Finally last point, my looks... i dont care how i look, be it handsome or ugly. DO NOT CARE!

I dunnnoooooo whhyyyyyy~~ im blogging random shiat... im so bored! Oh im tired, good night =D

OIE THE TIMING IS WRONG! someone tell me how to change it. Its actually 2.07am.
Whenever i listen to our songs.. i think of you, i think of the things we've been through. Every time i see your face, i regret. I am just unsure of my feelings for you, and i worry that I'll hurt you again. I tried loving someone else, but no one is like you. I know that i should be studying now but the past just come and go when they want to. I know you want to forget about me, but I'm sure i wont forget about you. I miss you.. Maybe someday someone else will alleviate the pain inside but i doubt.
Hellos peeps. School's life is busy, no time for gym or leisure stuff, ITS TEST EVERYDAY! SO SAD! So what have i been doing? most of the time studying and learning the drums of a song called 'The Dance Of Eternity'(Instrumental) by Dream Theater. Its quite a difficult song, you should check it out, I'm sure you'll like it. Oh and i can play 'Beast and the Harlot' already! i will be uploading it soon.. when 'i find time' :)

Lets talk about my classes in school. I've come to realise I'm very noisy in class with all my 'SO NOT FUNNY' jokes, so i gonna learn to shut up. My classmates are as usual, funny as hell. Ayam was freaking noisy ALL THE TIME in class but the hilarious thing he said is the 'Midnight Shift' and the 'HOW SOFT IS MR KOH' thingy. Me, Weiping, Hafiz and Arif(Ayam) did the 'Walk and Pose' in front of our classroom's door and Mdm Geja saw us with the 'what the hell' face, so damn funny lahs XD

Poor Kasturi.... not gonna say what happened but my classmates should know, ask them :P
Now Mr Su is teaching physics in my class, so no point keeping long hair, still will get caught no matter what. Mr Su such a nice person and you know what? Mr Su uses the same jokes in different classes ~.~
I must thanks Elvina, Jiamei and Bennie for giving me food and candies in class :D

My phone is spoilt so i used my daddy's antique phone, i brought it to school and everybody laughed at me _|_ but i finally changed it so people if u haven't been messaging me, please do tell me who u are if u were to message me thankyou.

WHAT IM GONNA SAY NEXT IS GORY, SO IF U ARE NOT UP TO IT! DONT READ IT!
Few days before chinese new year, my whole toe nail came off. I think when i was sleeping, i kicked the wall or something and my nail jerk upwards. I felt pain in sleep but was too lazy to see what happened so i continue to sleep :D When i woke up i saw the freaking toe nail O.O! i wanted to cut it but it was too painful so i push it upwards from 35deg to 170deg, there were ton of blood. I tried to pluck the nail out but somehow got stucked at the back cus of the skin that's holding it but i manage to cut it off and tear it out. Bloody hell, so much blood and i dint go to school that day. Hehs

Lets see if i have any photos to upload.. *BRB* Nope =)
Okay Ive run out of words. See ya people, wait for the next post, aite? Mwahaha!~
Sorry people for not updating for such a long time. I'll be updating soon when i find the time to, now my life is filled with school work, so bear with it. Look at the time right now when i post this. Okay, i dont know why the time labelled at the bottom of this post is incorrect but its 1.57am right now. POOR TCH T-T
Hellos people! :) long time nvr blog,i apologise. Ive been Road Cycling, Gym-ing, Drumming, band-ing through out the holiday. I dont wanna mention anything sad about this holiday but i guess ill show u some pictures which includes some pretty expensive bicycles =.=, my siblings and my parents. :)
FIRST UP! MY DADDY and MOMMY!
2ND MY SIBLINGS!
SiewHui and Jiahui =)


JiaHui, SiewHui and Minghui =)

And BICYCLE!
Orange road bike is the bike i ride = 2k
Black+Red Road bike is the bike my bro ride = 4k. My sis' BF also bought another road bike which is Dark Puple + Grey colour = 1.5k but dun have the picture :P
Anyone can sponsor us? =)

Oh ya and my competition video...
Im not trying to be mean, but i recommend u to ignore the vocal.